It is amazing as how someone suffering from depression and anxiety becomes dysfunctional. I had started bogging 15 years back but have hardly done anything significant though I keep thinking about it frequently.

I got inspired by a blogger and thought might as well start this - logging of thoughts - a good outlet. It is like self talking - through another instrument-blogging.

My mind is still dull by that alprax which I did take in the night DO not want to do anything which is not absolutely essential for survival.

I want to travel inside my mind and get a kind of understanding of that complex beast which has tormented me for decades and still going strong.. despite some understanding of sickness.

I will continue..